drink;drank but not drunk.

yesterday was great.

movie, dinner, drinking and slacking.

today was bad.

3D groupwork meet up but everything seems to go smoothly.

so i guess its fine.

it's 4am now.

time to let my eyes and mind have some peace.

lights off.

goodnight.

tears are rolling down my cheeks.

picture are flowing into my mind.

memories are playing all the time.

what am i,

and who am i.

i guess i am just a nobody all the while.

dinner at newton circus.

second day of new year.

went to my mum's friend house for visiting and went over to grandma house.

gambling as usual.

after that was dinner at newton circus.

though only eight of us turn up.

at least it's better than nothing.

and the EIGHT of us spend a total of THREE HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS on the dinner.

wahahaha. we are big eater i guess.

more gatherings to come. =)

anyway, my brother was holding on to the white white biscuit for chinese new year just now.

it reminds me of last year chinese new year.

i will go into topman's storeroom with an empty mouth but once i step out, my mouth will be full.

haa! cos there's nice white white biscuit for me to eat while waiting for time to pass.

and i am done with the show.

i want part two.

it's not finish yet!

the happiness and sweetness of the show make me feel happy and cheerful for that moment. =D

nothing more to blog.

goodnight.

fairytales are simply just so fake.

there is nothing call happily ever after.

knowing the reality is painful.

seeing the truth is hurtful.

hearing the lies is awful.

lie to me no more.

all i have to do is live with it.

no use grumbling.

life is never fair.

i watched this show since i wake up.

tv marathon from 130pm to 10pm!

but in between i had my reunion dinner; steamboat! =)

anyway, am going to finish the show tonight.

it's nice. =)

anyway, one and half hour more it will be chinese new year.

every year will be the same.

no different i guess.

monday; topshop gathering at newton.

wednesday; ass-es want drinking session outside dxo. =D

more activities to come!

no school for a week!

whee!

it's slacking and tv time!

byee! =)

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU!

DELI.HUIYING

we share the same birthdate. 10th JAN.

the SIXTH years i am cutting the cake with him already.

will there be more years coming up next?

i hope so. =))

finally i know how to upload song into blog.

load something about you.

the song that i had been singing almost every single day.

it's nice. =)

school is as usual.

works are still piling up like as if the world is coming to an end.

A1 piece is done but need to improve a lot more.

external class tmrw but i don't even have the mood to draw!

so dead.

but. i am having one week off next week.

thank god.

alright. enough of school.

chinese new year is coming up next.

this coming saturday.

mum and dad will be busy the whole day tmrw.

which means they wun care about me tmrw!

if not, they will ask me to help them out. haa.

having class from 10am to 1pm in school.

which is very early.

andandand i had been late on every wednesday!

for the second time i was late yesterday.

late for ONE hour whereby last week i was late for 40mins.

darn. furthermore its erzan's lesson.

i will just sneak in as if nobody can see me.

but i think everybody can la.

cos i am so BIG and i wore RED.

haa! alright.

shall blog more later.

byee.

wheniamGONE,justCARRYON..don'tMOURN

Something About You

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there:to feel you

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on toI'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would winI never thought much about that.
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to beginThinking about the process.
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you thatI can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you thatI can hold on to I'm going to hold on to that

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you thatI can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

And I'm going to be there:be there:alright

the lonely beach.

had class at east coast park.

which was so wrong as the weather was extremely hot.

went down to town after class.

they were eating their chicken rice happily whereby i just sat there and drink my water

awwww.

my chicken rice.

never mind, it's just a plate of chicken rice.

it doesn't affect me at all. =)

the guys were saying that now i don't need to work already so i must be very happy as i can hang out more often with them.

but even if i am working, i still hang out the same days with them.

don't know. i still miss the shop.

when is the next gathering.

i miss answering the call saying; good evening, topshop suntec this is huiying speaking how can i assist you. =)

i miss them.

it's 2:40am now.

time for bed.

goodnight.

when i am gone, just carry on.. don't mourn.

it's 4 am now.

the feeling is not right.

some lousy feeling.

i don't know what or how am i feeling.

as days go by,

road is getting more and more narrow,

streets are getting darker and darker,

sun is not shining as bright as ever,

morale is getting lower and lower,

smiles that i had are fading and

people are in my life are getting lesser and lesser.

nothing more to blog about already.

class at east coast park is just pain in the ass.

it's time for bed.

goodnight.

the sun that shine brightly in the past is not rising anymore.

what a day.

assignments are getting higher and higher like nobody business and as if there is no tomorow.

i drew only 4 tiny little pictures for internal since 730pm?

am so dead now.

haven't even think of what to draw for my 2D which is A1 drawing.

no ideas and no research.

kill me please.

shall not elaborate anymore.

time to do work again. darn.

some randoms picture taken quite some time ago.

the very first weekend that i am not working.

saturday was fine.

went down to cityhall to meet my 3D groupmates for discussion.

end up only me and brenna turn up but at least we got an idea.

after that i just want to get back home fast.

in the end, i met jocelyn while walking home.

so we decided to go down to bugis to find sJia.

said hi to her and try out some jeans.

went to topshop and topman to find susan and jason. =)

even jason know what happen to me.

he still make fun of me. eeyeer.

jocelyn and i went to tampines as bugis was packed with people.

we met deli at mrt station.

so we decided to pull him along to join us for dinner at pizza hut.

cool.

eat to the fullest and laugh like nobody business.

that's my saturday.

i still miss my workplace.

it's a SUNDAY today.

did nothing i guess.

watched superstar.

my very first time watching it.

and and and. darren won.

woah. anyway, i expect him to win cos i find that he's quite good.

and and and, gary's vocal is super good.

his live singing is like wow!

he wore white from top to toe which make him look like bai ming wang zi.

alright. enough of all this.

i guess i am going to screw up tmr'w presentation.

pray hard and all the best to me.

it's 2:39am now.

burn out.

time for bed.

goodnight.

PICTUREs@CHINATOWN
HUIYING.BILING.SHI TING. XIAOYUAN


THE CRAZY ONEs =)

SUNSHINE! =)

PICTUREs@ SERANGOON MRT.

=)

alright.

had external class at parkway parade.

i guess i did nothing but just observe and eat my ice cream.

head down to town after class.

roam around and went to say hi to sham and aisya before meeting up with the girls.

went down to chinatown.
had dinner and went walking around chinatown.

saw an elle wallet.
ooh man.

i want it.

but it will cost me 69bucks.

currently, am not working already.

no job=no money= no shopping= no new clothes= no new wallet.

ROARs!

anyway, while taking some pictures at the bridge, we saw sunshine.

what i can say is.

he is hot, charming and definitely a sunshine!

woah.

know what.

only HONG XIAO YUAN took picture with him.

darn.

but his smile is very sunshine.

haa.

i sound so secondary school girl now.

while thinking back i guess that scene was damn funny.

anyway, the outing was fun.

we alighted at serangoon just to take picture.

how crazy can we be!
i guess we will have another outing next friday?

or should i say we will be meeting everyweek?

finger crossed.

spending few hours with them definitely brighten my day. =)

time to log off.

nights.

for ONCE i am standing TALL!

sham made me take that photo that day. =)

it's a THURSDAY.

meaning of thursday means no school.

best day among the weekdays.

after 13 hours of sleep.

i feel satisfied.

but i guess i wasted quite a lot of time.

meet up with ting and did some homwork.

after that head down to town with mr cow.

both of us end up getting anything.

just roam around and went to have dinner.

saw aisya and fauzila.

it's so nice to see them after quite some time. =)

came home and do some of the assignments.

dead.

assignments are piling up as high as mountain.

burn out.

sometimes i just love to wonder.

i wonder why important people in my life will just leave me one by one whereby all the morons who had piss me off will stay be around me.

ROARS.

life is always contradicting.

life is never fair.

life will never give you an answer unless you check it out yourself.

and.

THAT's LIFE.

live with it.

anyway, it's february now.

just hope that it will be better than january.

as my january life seems to be so dramatic.

anyway, girlfriends outing tmrw.

awww! looking forward to it!

it had been such a long time since we meet up!

i guess we will have lots of laughter and joy.

not only that, lots and lots and lots of photos!

it's almost 1 am now.

time to have a rest again.

if your life is like a movie; will it be a good one or bad one?